August 2012
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Apparently not done with b/p for the day but now I...
My skin also looks disgusting.
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Bumps in the road to recovery
Such a cute title lol. But really. Li’l bumps. Purged twice today, four times yesterday, once the day before. You might be thinking, “Katie, this is not recovery.”, but I will assure you that it is. I believe that it is the state of mind that makes the disorder, and the fact that I am pressing on, that I have my goal NOT to b/p tomorrow speaks louder than my li’l...
outcastings-deactivated20121022 asked: i'm probably going to sound creepy af but i have been following you for a long time and i visit your blog almost daily and i just want to send you lots of nice food and sweaters and i wish you the best of luck on your recovery and hope you find happiness someday soon have a nice day
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Family just inherited the murder house. Went...
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Anonymous asked: My friend is already so skinny. Shes starving herself and im bulimic and its so mother fucking triggering. I think, well why not eat. I will never look like that. Who cares. This moment is all that matters. When im not in that state, i am thinking of ahead and that triggers me to starve. Not eat. I hate myself and im tired of this. I can never feel normal.
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Lol going to a publicized murder trial tomorrow....
My life.
This is the most exciting thing all year.
Going to get all dressed up for the press.
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stillllugly:
when my love for a human overpowers my love for food, a boyfriend will come.
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Wooowwwwww
I was at my mother’s house getting food and my sister yelled that I don’t need to come over just to eat because I am “wasting” the food. Then, she EXPLICITLY said, “Everyone knows, everyone knows you throw it all up, so I don’t see the point in spending money on food if it’s just gonna get wasted.” She yelled this in front of my other sister,...
So embarrassed.
Lol. Thought I had my shit semi together. Ended up binging and purging on goldfish and tootsie rolls. Ugh. I can’t let this become a thing. Steps I need to take: not weigh myself daily. Not scrutinize my body for at least a week.
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The thing that I have found most helpful this time...
I still am struggling with the urge to binge, but it is less frequent and I have been able to stave it off in a more effective way. I think the Prozac is helping, because that is really the only solid difference between this time and every other time.
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Randomly lost 10 lbs.
The rewards for not binging and purging. I feel better, too.
Anonymous asked: So i literally couldnt find and still havent found the damn cake i wanted to eat and i kept getting madder and madder. I thought i guess i can just finish this binge now. This might be a sign that i can stop since i cant find it. Like i have pernission to stop. And then i thought no. This cake will cure me. I can finish this unfinished business and finish the cake and then im allowed to be done....
Anonymous asked: this probably isn't going to mean anything to you/you probably hear this all the time but you are one of the prettiest girls i have ever seen in my entire life
wastetimeburningminds asked: Stay strong. And by that I mean "I really hope you get better."
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Anonymous asked: So jw: you can obsess over your disorder, dedicate a blog to it, pkst depressing pics and posts about it, and youre actually any different than a pro just bc you say you hate it? It is pretty annoying hearing ed blogs complain about one another when essentially they are exactly the same content format. Attitude might be different but you know, those people are suffering also. Whether they realize...
To everyone who is against pro Ana/Mia blogs and...
kimberleydurant:
You don’t understand, I need this. I’m obsessed with feeling light and airy, and knowing that if I don’t eat, then I will be skinny and beautiful. I will be loved. I won’t be abandoned any more, I’ll never be betrayed, or alone again. I need this, I need Anorexia and anorexia needs me.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
“…and anorexia needs me.”
hahahaha
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Oh god every time I eat or drink anything I just...
What is wrong with me????????????/
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Anonymous asked: How do you cut?
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dunne-benen-deactivated20121007 asked: orange :)
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Anonymous asked: As someone who has dealt with anorexia since I was 11 I appreciate you taken a stance against this blog bully. I'm currently in recovery after a great deal of therapy but I still browse blogs to feel less alone in my struggle with food. I agree that attacking those who are suffering with e.d's of any form is absurd especially as a glorified witch hunter. You are a classy broad. Best of...
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Invade my privacy, message me a color.
Purple: 10 facts about my room.
Blue: 9 facts about my family.
Green: 8 facts about my body.
Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood.
Orange: 6 facts about my home town.
Red: 5 facts about my best friend.
Pink: 4 facts about my parents.
White: 3 facts about my personality.
Grey: 2 facts about my favorite things.
Black: 1 fact about the person I like.
Reblogged from the blog supposedly dedicated to "taking down pro anas"
Okay.
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Pro ana is dumb, anti pro ana is dumb. Just shut...
Really.
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Say I am going to recover, binge and purge 7 times...
Meet the dilemma.
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Oh, and I also got re-diagnosed today.
From “ED” (some random psychiatric pediatrician who wouldn’t give me real meds) to Bulimia Nervosa. Weird. Lol I’m “actually” a Bulimic now. Haha. Lame.
B u l i m i a.
bulimiabulimiabulimia
B. U. L. I. M. I. A.
K done.
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I start the Prozac tomorrow. I know it isn't a...
I feel 100% out of control. Calling CFC tomorrow. Maybe I can get some sort of govt funding who knows? I need help.
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And again.
Wow. I sure have dug myself a pretty big hole here. Jesus Christ.
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Li'l setback.
:/
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Didn't want to weigh. Doctor weighed me. ...
Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit.
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Can’t tell if Tyra is pretty.
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That's it.
I can’t keep doing this to my body.
I am going to tell my doctor tomorrow, I am going to get Prozac, I am going to stop binging and purging and try to recover. Really. Wholeheartedly. I am TIRED O’ THIS.
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Big purge. Extreme tooth pain, crying, poked at...
Calling dentist tomorrow. My god such PAIN. Can barely talk.
Oh god I can’t get over it. No more sugar. I can’t. I cannot double whammy my fragile teeth with sugar AND stomach acid.
*whine*
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