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Aug 1st

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Jul 31st

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Jul 31st

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Lol so basically I have completely relapsed on...

Cut, purged up everything in my tummy and now I am hungry again. Thinking about eating, but I am kind of way too tired to purge so I probably won’t. Massive headache, heart rate is higher than it should be for me just lying around. I’m tired of this. I am lonely. I am depressed. I’m going to be alone and sad for the rest of my life so I just don’t get it. I...

Jul 31st

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Jul 31st

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Jul 31st

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Eat eat eat, purge purge purge.

Life as I know it.

Jul 31st

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Jul 30th

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Jul 30th

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Anonymous asked: I want to punch your boyfriend in the face. It shocks me how people can know someone is hurting so badly and still be that insensitive and vile. I'm sorry if this is offensive, but oh my God you are better off without such a toxic person. Please make room for someone who will love you in the way you deserve.

Jul 30th

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Jul 30th

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Jul 30th

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Jul 30th

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Jul 30th

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He keeps touching my arm and poking at the extra...

It’s like I took my mind out and made a person with it.

Jul 30th

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Hurts. But hurts worse when u think we are going...

Painful. :/ Also, he hates me, apparently. But only sometimes. Don’t even know. So depressed. Proceed to the “grazing”.

Jul 30th

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Found searches for "gf always eating" and "I hate...

Cute.

Jul 30th

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If my head hair grew as fast as my leg hair....

Girl can dream.

Jul 29th

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Anonymous asked: I'm anonymous because I do run a weightloss blog and kind of embarrassed, but yeah, just saw your video about the exclusiveness of ED's on tumblr, and I just have to say you literally made me laugh so loud. Everything you said was very true, but oh so funny how you worded it.

Jul 29th

To do:

Buy stack of disposable buckets.

Jul 29th

Oo pancakes

Hot chocolate too.

Jul 29th

Li'l pizza ice cream combo. Gonna come up real...

Best believe it.

Jul 29th

Jesus Christ 4.5 hours left feel like I am going...

Lol I want some pizza so I can purge it. Also want some ice cream.

Jul 29th

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So exhausted from crying/purging.

Aaand work for 8 hours. Fantastic.

Jul 28th

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Oh god the pain

I don’t think I can stand it. I really don’t think I can.

Jul 28th

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Like really, calling me a little chubby and then telling me not to eat certain things because he wants me to be healthy….I love him but I don’t know anymore. At least I know the poor feelings that come along with it make me not care about living = want to hurt myself more = more purging = less weight gained = less anxiety? I don’t even know anymore. I’m just over it. ...

Jul 28th

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My boyfriend won't stop commenting on what I eat.

Honestly makes me never want to eat again. Don’t think I will. Just hopefully die.

Jul 28th

Anonymous asked: you're like really pretty

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Jul 26th

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I just want to say thank you to everyone who has...

Thank you :) I mean it, even though I sound like a Tumblr ED Community beauty queen.

Jul 26th

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Horrible day, so much purging, angry purging, open...

Fat/worthless.

Jul 26th

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Can’t do this anymore.

Jul 25th

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Great day. Just a red letter day.

Yep. Amazing.

Jul 25th

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Horrible ending to a weird day.

Whatever. Blah. Kms.

Jul 25th

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Jul 25th

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restrict-ed replied to your post: restrict-ed replied to your post: GODDAMNIT What… Oh the joys of Utah, everything’s closed on Sundays and apparently shit holidays in the middle of the week. Lol I know, my bf is from out of town and the first time he came here he was shocked that he couldn’t go out to eat on a Sunday. It’s just a fucking day. No one cares about any other...

Jul 25th

xlightweight replied to your post: xlightweight replied to your post: restrict-ed… I hate Provo, it brings me bad memories, I got in trouble with the police up there at a party :/ Provo police are ridiculous. I try to stay away from there and just be in Orem and SLC a lot.

Jul 25th

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xlightweight replied to your post: restrict-ed replied to your post: GODDAMNIT What… I live in Utah too!!! In Salt Lake City! Lol look at Utah, breeding eating disorders. All my friends have bulimia. Lol. K. I need to stop. I live in Orem/Provo. Moving to SLC in Jan.

Jul 25th

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restrict-ed replied to your post: GODDAMNIT What state do you live in? I live in Utah and hardly anything closes here, what the hell is your state doing NO HUSH CAUSE I LIVE IN UTAH. It’s Utah Valley. Everything is fucked up. The buses are on Sunday schedule. Some random tanning places are closed, Kohl’s. I only know that cause it’s by the gym.

Jul 25th

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GODDAMNIT

Gym closed for motherfucking Pioneer Day. Really? We are going to go there? You don’t close for Memorial Day, but you just shit on all of your customers on a fucking UTAH holiday. Fuck you. Walking two miles home. That’s my latest pussy workout.

Jul 25th

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restrict-ed replied to your post: Got the job at Hampton, that means I have hotel benefits, that means any Hampton is 29$ a night, that means, coupled with my free flights anywhere in the US and 80$ round-trip flights to Europe, 15$ round-trip flights to Asia, and all my passport paperwork nearly complete, I WILL BE UNSTOPPABLE. oh my god do you want to share or something i’ll pay you Lol, my...

Jul 25th

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