July 2011
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Intake 30 June 2011
Tea (0)
= 0 for breakfast
Watermelon (72)
Pineapple (50)
Strawberries (39)
Grapes (69)
= 230 for fruit saladness
Vegetable Bullion (3)
Celery (16)
Cabbage (27)
= 46 for dinner
Grapefruit + Lemon Juice (156)
= 432
June 2011
200 posts
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allnewme-2012-deactivated201112 asked: start!
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I cut, I feel terrible, I just want to be loved...
tiarajackson asked: Start
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Gym
I went.
Only burned like 450 calories, which really doesn’t even make a dent in my binge. I want to die. I want some tea. I want to curl up and sleep and hide forever :(
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I binged.
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Food Plan For Tomorrow
Tofu Miso Soup (70)
2 cups spiced cider (30)
16 oz. Watermelon (136)
Total: 236
Can’t think of anything else I want to eat….
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Laxatives
I took 15 for no particular reason and they are TEARING APART MY INSIDES. Never take laxatives. Never.
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I don't even have the energy to cry.
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RIP Kathy
My great aunt died today. She was only like 60. Fucking bullshit.
I don’t know what to do or think or say or feel…
All I know is that I have no control of anything. No one really does. Some crazy force of nature, or God, or who knows what is somewhere just deciding shit for us, without any consultation or consideration.
So…I’m going to control what I can, and...
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http://www.chatzy.com/540615307597
This is our new chatroom, created by raisedinthemagickingdom.tumblr.com
So, join us because it’s weird if there are only two of us.
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Can we please fucking organize a chat room for...
I don’t like tinychat so don’t say tinychat.
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yr-rattling-boness asked: START unless you're too bloated from bingeing ):
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Today
BINGE-FUCKING-FEST.
WHAT is wrong with me???
Fasting tomorrow. I can’t keep doing this I am so out of control. I hate this feeling.
Purged this morning after more frosting. My tongue aches.
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I just woke up. My mouth tastes like blood. I...
Nevermind, maybe I do? My nails are getting long. I’m pretty sure I accidentally scratched back there a few times this morning. Poo :(
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life-vs-death-deactivated201107 asked: START
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RIP Zola
A year and a half ago my mom’s friend was blessed with a beautiful puppy Rottweiler they named Zola. She has always been sweet and adorable. Just last week my boyfriend and I were playing fetch with her and her brother, Shep in my back yard. A couple of days ago she reportedly got out of her yard and bit a girl. She doesn’t usually bite so odds are she was provoked. The police...
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FRUSTRATED
My boyfriend has always been really oblivious when it comes to my eating disorder. Saying things like “why can’t you just eat those Oreos in normal portions?”(????????????????????IF I COULD I WOULD, DUH), and babbling on and on about “willpower” (I DO have willpower, but when I’m enforcing it, it means I’m starving).
It makes me feel crazy....
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lovelifelivelife4ever asked: wow, im so happy that i found your blog, its amazing and soooo classy <3
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Anonymous asked: Ive tried purging but no matter what i do it wont come up. Thats why my binges are so horrible
Anonymous asked: I honestly believe if I found some form of happiness I wouldnt need the food. But thats what sucks yknow, peanut butters my boyfriend and thats the reason Im here in the first place.
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h-u-n-g-e-r-deactivated20110801 asked: ssssssstartt
