May 2011
303 posts
Yes, yes, unfollow me because I am a bitch >.>
April 2011
74 posts
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I wish I would have never fallen in love. This...
Prince Harry has officially won the hearts of all...
walaacongmaisip:
lizzydizzy24:
jennifernxjacew:
forgetmyname-:
thisisnotmyfairytaleendingg:
THE BAD PRINCE SWAG
FORGET JUSTIN BEIBER. WE LOVE YOU PRINCE HARRY.
HE WON MY HEART LOOONG AGO WHEN I REALIZED HE WAS SORT OF A GINGER. But he’s losing his hair so, take out your stock girls, don’t invest in the bald man.
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“Now call your boyfriend
And apologize
You pushed him pretty far
Away last...”
– meh. I really should :(
The most horrible pain comes when you are lying in...
I'm done. Possibly because all I have is a bottle...
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Gah, why is my hair made of wool?
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Pie Day
Yesterday was Pie Day, which basically just means that I, my fat self, go out with my normally sized friends for free pie at Village Inn. I’ve only eaten pie once. I think they think it is strange that every time I go I order hot water, and bring my own packets of artificial sugar and teabags. But I am wary of restaurant pie anyway, and the one time I did ever have it, it wasn’t...
“Everyone I know goes away in the end.”
– (via whoiwouldratherbe)
I want to be
whoidratherbe:
graceful
skinny
beautiful
worthy
enough
missed
cherished
perfect
LOVED.
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Love
Scrolling through my dash, reading all the desperate pleas for love, and understanding, affection and companionship make me, well…sad.
But they also make me grateful.
YES, I am grateful for some things.
All though I am not religious, I do believe in God, and I thank him every morning, noon and night for giving me my boyfriend, which gift is the greatest gift of all.
He loves me. And...
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I should have been one of those calloused, bitchy...
Vivaldi in the evening, dancing, thinking of tea, maybe I’ll drink some tea. I’m feeling quite a bit like an Englishman.
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Today
Intake:
Cabbage Soup: 60 calories
4 soft mints: 80 calories
Peanut butter :( : 200 calories
Jam: 30 calories
Bread: 50 calories
Strawberries: 20 calories
Agave: 80 calories
Salad: 30 calories
Popcorn: 20 calories
=570
Running: 1.5 miles, 250 calories
=320
Well shit.
I hate life right now.
Should not have had the peanut butter and jam sandwich, but for some reason I thought it...
I've been so alone you see: UGLY →
whoidratherbe:
I’m ugly
I’m fat
I’m ugly
I’m fat
I’m ugly
I’m fat
I’m ugly
I’m fat
Why can’t I be pretty? Why am I so disgusting? I will never be loved, I will never be enough. I will never be worth anything. All I’ve ever wanted is to be wanted, to be cherished. To be beautiful. But I guess I’m destined…
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My hula hoop came in the mail. As far as I can...
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Dear Family, You will not have an intervention. ...
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I think I should just come out to the world that I...
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Whenever I listen to classical music I lose all...
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“I’m a monster. I’m an ugly, fat, terrible monster. I don’t...”
“People don’t see me. No one sees me. No one takes you seriously when you’re fat....”
– Unknown (knew the truth)
25419) Most of my friends, if not all of them, are...
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It's National Depression Awareness Day today,...
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I want a Lap Band...
25681) I found Ana and Mia are pretty bitches.
STOP WITH THE ANA AND MIA JUST FUCKING STOP
25680) When I get really upset about something my...
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Measurements
I found my big girl measurements today, in my very first weight loss journal from a couple years ago. All right, this is tres embarrassing but, since I don’t have a progress blog (and probably won’t, due to the fact that I am huge and it is too risky), I am disclosing my measurements as of today, and comparing to that of when I was “bigger”.
Bigger:
Bust: 49”...
prettyfitbody asked: I don't know you. I don't know what's going on. Heck, I don't know what you're going through but I do know someone care's. Even if you think they don't. Don't harm yourself. I care enough to write to you telling you this. You're important.
I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE. I hate my family, I hate...
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Family
I hate how no one in my family even really cares about me. If I care about someone, I fucking show it. I call them to make sure they are okay, I do whatever I can to help them if they need it, I at least TRY to make them happy. My family is a crock of shit.
First of all, my sister got a new smartphone because her father paid for it. My father is a deadbeat schizophrenic African bastard...
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I feel like everyone is thinner than me.
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Some Great Websites ._.
http://running-log.com/ <—-Best site to log your runs, you can also join teams and challenges and such, it’s really fun!
http://skinnyo.com/home <—-Here you can keep a weight loss diary as well as join weight loss competitions, it really helps for motivation.
http://www.mapmyrun.com/ <—-Since I like to log my miles, this is a great site! If the gym isn’t...
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I hate those chops that I have on my thighs. Like...
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-4 lbs. 2 days of running + fasting does a fatty...
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Binge
I binged. But I don’t blame myself. This shit is some hard shit to deal with. I guess I’m just going to have to close up again. I do not do well with being taken advantage of when I’ve told the truth. It feels like a slap in the face and I am over it. I guess I would have rather eaten what I just ate than cut as much as I was going to. I can burn off the calories, I can...
