December 2011
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So...I have become a big, fat, wolfpig.
Even binged on ginger snaps today, go me. Jesus FUCKING Christ. I can’t even exercise. Blah. Sometimes I wish my boyfriend were more health conscious so he would let me go to the fucking gym and sweat and burn fat so I don’t feel like such a big whale. Instead, he verbalized his distaste for his body (which I love and is NOT fat), which triggers me, but then he continues to keep...
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I miss hunger and just slowly drifting out of...
I almost feel numb from the pure disgustingness that is my body right now. I can’t even feel, I just want to kill myself and be done. I can’t believe this is fucking happening.
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Dmitry got on the flight! You never know when...
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I purged. After 17 days. Sigh :/ Purge free...
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And dry my lips no word would make,
So still I wait.
My goddess, hear my darkest fear,
I speak too late.
It is for ever more that I wait.
Dear friends goodbye,
No tears in my eyes,
So sad it ends, as it began.
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